Adderall, strattera, ritalin????

Have you heard about these meds???
All i know is they give you a kick on your nerves system if you are an add type of person... but what does it do to normal people?... what are the side effects.
Well i'm not a doctor but i've done a bit of research and apparently... theae meda can fool your brain for hours to make u believe u dont need to eat... and that's probably the only side effect i care about... and it's actually a really positive one... anyways...
The bad thing about all this... is that you need a prescription unless you buy the generic types... which you can probably get at amazon or so... like adder xr (generic of adderall), or plain generic strattera.
I find it quite difficult sometimes coz i work more than 8 hours everyday... and i have to wake up at 5.30 am too... so i find ot quite difficult... to work on an empty stomach or even workout when i get home... and since im trying to leave mia behind and concentrate on ana... some of these products ... could certainly make me feel more alive... focus... and eat practically nothing... whereas some people might think it's crazy to think like this... i hope some might follow me in my journey and help me out a bit???

Have you guys tried any of these products?.... please help??? Do you know how i can get one of these without a prescription???
I'm all ears... or in this case.. all eyes...

Keep strong... think thin xxx

Despiteful food inside

Have you ever just felt... really sick... no matter how hungry u are? No matter how long u've starved yourself?.
Well i have... i don't know if the reason are diets pills...dehydration...purging... whatever i feel tired and hungry... but i know i'll be sick if i eat... and my head hurts too..

Anyways have you ever felt this way?? Even if you just have a tiny peanut in ur tummy??? Have u ever felt so sick??? ...
It isn't really that kind of empty stomach super lovely ana feeling... it's more like... can someone shoot me please? God i feek sick lol.

What can you do to feel better?... how can you posibly feel any better?

Thinspo - Mischa Barton

Oh dear beloved Mischa... what in hell happened to you...
We can be sure she was super lovely back in the day...

Maybe some day she will go back to her senses... please ana help her... like you are helping us

Enjoy x

Purging tips

I'm trying to quit mia... but i've always have my ana buddies asking... how can i purge so easily... please if you don't purge already... try not to start... and if you do... try just to do it in emergencies...and stop doing it eventually....

Things you should never purge
- cookie dough.
- hard meat.
- hard bread (like pizza bread).
- chocolate.
- cereal.
- spicy stuff.
- peanut butter.
- pretty much anything sticky or that might hurt u while coming up...
Trust me if you try to purge this kind of stuff you will probably hurt yourself or just waste your time coz it will just never come out..

Purging tips...

1. Eat really slow, chew really well and drink wsomething with every bite you take.
2. Drink something hot when ur done binging an wait about 10 mins... then you can purge...it will soften your food inside.
3. Weigh yourself 3 times. Before you binge.... before your purge... and after your purge... only this way you will know if you took all that nasty food out... somtimes you might even weight less.
4. Always lean towars the wc while ur standing up, never be on your knees other ways you won't purge properly.
5. Some girls say you should eat something like a mark... something u can notice while going out... ur supposed to eat that before you binge... so that when ur purging... ull be done when you see that mark...maybe something blue like a blueberry???
6. Don't brush your teeth immediately .just water your mouth. So that you don't spread all the acid around your mouth.
7. If you feel dizzy and anxious afterwards drink a big glass of water and lay down for a bit... or just drink a doet coke it will make you feel better.
8. Try eating tomatoes or bananas they will help you raise your potasium... lost while purging... the tomatoe has much less hals... or try drinking some gatorade not to dehydrate.
9. Cut your god damn nails... you don't want to make your throat bleed right?. You can also colour them if your parents take you oftem to the doc.
10. Take a lax right after you purge... it will get rid of the stuff you weren't able to purge...i recommend strongly 2 dulcolax tablets.
11. Never purge immediately after you eat... wait around 10-15 mins but don't wait so long that you've already digested your food. Maybe lay for a but on your stomach too.
12. If peoplecan hear you... pretend your taking a shower... bring a glass with you there and purge in the glass then pour it in the wc everytime it's full...u cam hide that purging glass under the sink.... trust me... no one will hear you.
13. Never let anyone see you rush to the toilet... they will only suspect..it's also much better if you binge when no one can see you... otherwise they'll be watching you.
14. Throw some toilet paper in the wc before you purge... it will help not to splash all the vomit back to your face...

Anyways those are my ideas... ir has worked well for me... maybe it will work for you too... but try not to purge... that much if you want to live a long life and enjoy your skinny body when you get there.

Rachel Bilson thinspo

I really love this girl... coz she is short and brunnet ...like me... but i don't have her perfect body though! :(

I will get there soon i promise...

As for now enjoy ... short girls ;)

Stay strong xxxx

Diet pills review

Soooo, iguess many of you my beloved ana friends have tried diet pills...or have thought about using some of them. As i have probably tried everything there is on the market i thought about givibg you guys my opinion (all of these are over the counter pills so i guess they can't be horrible)

Anyways:

1. Xenical or Alli. They are basically the same... only i think xenical has to be a bit stronger. And alli is known worldwide. When i was on it... i started i notice you can actually see the fat on the wc when you go No. 2.... i think it works a bit but it's super slow... and you can eat more than u actually do and not gain weight at all so i guess thats a plus. I never got diarrea or any side effects they say u might get. They aren't  also super expensive... maybe around 30 bucks for 21 caps or so?. U have to take them wit every fatty meal u eat or in within an hour uve eaten other wise it doesnt work. Dont take them if ur fasting coz... it wont do anything it only gets rid of the fat u eat...and u have to avoid super fatty foods...
Coz it might make u poop ur pants on the go.

2. Green Tea Pills. When i was on them i started to feel less hungry... when i took them with a big glass of water. Plus green tea is supposed to be used on diet to reduce hunger pangs and drain the extra liquids in your body. So i do recommend this. You can get them from many brands an they aren't expensive either.

3. Curvelle. Supposedly an appetite suppresant... for women. Don't buy it!!! It doesn't work. At all!!! It does make u feel a bit jittery but that's about it. Ughh.

4. Demograss. Another stupid lie... don't buy it doesn't work. There are many people online saying it works... they also say u dehydrate etc etc.... it didn't work for me so that's mt final word. I didn'  get dehydrated either.

5. Hoodia pills. The aame with curvelle... its fucked up... just another lie on the net.

6. Spirulina (seaweed). The only thing i saw changing in me was my green poop lol. Nothing else...

7. Laxatives. I personally adote dulcolax. I think that's the best lax on earth... take it at night... lose all the weight u want... but get it bk once u quit using them lol. The bad thing about laxes is that u might have to use them for life if u abuse them... try to use them really only for emergencies otherwise... u'll become their personal slave.

7. Oxyelite Pro. I really don't know what to say about this product... i was alsobusing it wrong... i used it yesterday and i lost one 1 lb in one day eating morw than 2000 cals.. which for anas could be caled a binge... but for me was beibg forced to eat... and i needed to gain my bfs trust bk ... so that he doesn't keep an eye on me and my "lifestyle". I'll keeo using it and i'll write another review on it... i hope it makes me lose more weight quick.

8. Garcinia cambodgia. Ok this little magoc pill works... not for weightloss but for fatloss... when i started taking it i felt my body was starting to look as if i excercised and food grossed me out. So maybe give it a try? See if it works for you?

9. Adderall. This isn't supposed to be a diet pill at all.... it's a drug meant for people with ADD... but god... just google adederal weightloss and u'll see what i'm talking about. I can't get it in my country so that's a bit of a shame... also i think u need a prescription. But many stars kn hollywood and pro ana girls are using this for weightloss.. and its a bomb...apparently when ur taking it u don't even feel bothered to eat.... u dont want nor need anything for a couple of days... i would it if i could......

Have u tried any odf this pills? Do you have any recommendations?? Let me know! :)

Having a bad day today...

So this is how my day started...
I live with my bf btw... maybe that will help you guys understand me a bit more
So bf woke up to get to work... my country isn't quite a safe place so on saturdays i just wait till he tells me he got to work alright and then i just go back to sleep coz he gets there around 8 am or so...
Well as we live with his parents and his stupid brother... i have to cope with them too...
The parents woke up and turned the tv on ...with the volume to its maximum level ... so i texted the dad "could u please just turn it a bit lower" but he didn't .... at 9.45 i was literally sick of it and i woke up ... then i realized 2 tvs where on and no one was at home....wtf???? So they did it just to fuck me up... so i got prepared to leave the house... as soon as possible coz i was pissed off just to realize the brother had his car parked behind mine... and he wasn't home and apparently his keys weren't either wtf!!!!
So i took a cab to the mall... and i met my bf for lunch... so as i was having a fucking bad day... i ate 500 cals at home... and on top of that my bf...made me eat more... so i purged (i'm trying to quit with all my hearth).
So well... when things couldn't just get any worse... we went to the movies and ate more crap.... so i had to purge again...
And then we come here and start drinking and try to play wii but the wii keeps updating itself so we can't play and he gets bored and he doesn't want to drink anymore... and he starts being childish and doesn't lend me the game pad... so we have a fight i come down stars and purge for the fucking 3rd time... and he textes me... oh well im gonna take the oportunity now to tell u i invited some friends over next sat... so that u aren't around coz... they are all men and it would be uncomfortable if ur there... god...
If it was a normal saturday i probably would just be cool about it ....
But it happens that its my graduation ceremony...which i won't go to..
And why???
I just finished college... and i invited my dad... coz my mom was in the last ceremony i had and i thought it would be fair since they are divorced and hate each other... so... my dad all of the sudden says he won't go coz he booked his holidays on that day ... and i had invited my boss too... coz i was really trusting on my dad to go... but he isn't now and i can't invite my mom coz she is really embarassing and i dont want her to talk to my boss about anything... plus i haven't talked to her since last year.. so now ...i can't go coz... i can't let my boss know i was there... i will just pretend i didn't know anything (coz it will probably be on the newspaper and all). And i can't just go family-less with my boss there too that would be just so embarassing..  so i'm suffering like hell i just want to die really.
And now my bf wants me to be away from him too?
Wtf....
Having really the most horrible day today

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Stay strong  xxx