Thursday, July 11, 2013

Diet pills review

Soooo, iguess many of you my beloved ana friends have tried diet pills...or have thought about using some of them. As i have probably tried everything there is on the market i thought about givibg you guys my opinion (all of these are over the counter pills so i guess they can't be horrible)

Anyways:

1. Xenical or Alli. They are basically the same... only i think xenical has to be a bit stronger. And alli is known worldwide. When i was on it... i started i notice you can actually see the fat on the wc when you go No. 2.... i think it works a bit but it's super slow... and you can eat more than u actually do and not gain weight at all so i guess thats a plus. I never got diarrea or any side effects they say u might get. They aren't  also super expensive... maybe around 30 bucks for 21 caps or so?. U have to take them wit every fatty meal u eat or in within an hour uve eaten other wise it doesnt work. Dont take them if ur fasting coz... it wont do anything it only gets rid of the fat u eat...and u have to avoid super fatty foods...
Coz it might make u poop ur pants on the go.

2. Green Tea Pills. When i was on them i started to feel less hungry... when i took them with a big glass of water. Plus green tea is supposed to be used on diet to reduce hunger pangs and drain the extra liquids in your body. So i do recommend this. You can get them from many brands an they aren't expensive either.

3. Curvelle. Supposedly an appetite suppresant... for women. Don't buy it!!! It doesn't work. At all!!! It does make u feel a bit jittery but that's about it. Ughh.

4. Demograss. Another stupid lie... don't buy it doesn't work. There are many people online saying it works... they also say u dehydrate etc etc.... it didn't work for me so that's mt final word. I didn'  get dehydrated either.

5. Hoodia pills. The aame with curvelle... its fucked up... just another lie on the net.

6. Spirulina (seaweed). The only thing i saw changing in me was my green poop lol. Nothing else...

7. Laxatives. I personally adote dulcolax. I think that's the best lax on earth... take it at night... lose all the weight u want... but get it bk once u quit using them lol. The bad thing about laxes is that u might have to use them for life if u abuse them... try to use them really only for emergencies otherwise... u'll become their personal slave.

7. Oxyelite Pro. I really don't know what to say about this product... i was alsobusing it wrong... i used it yesterday and i lost one 1 lb in one day eating morw than 2000 cals.. which for anas could be caled a binge... but for me was beibg forced to eat... and i needed to gain my bfs trust bk ... so that he doesn't keep an eye on me and my "lifestyle". I'll keeo using it and i'll write another review on it... i hope it makes me lose more weight quick.

8. Garcinia cambodgia. Ok this little magoc pill works... not for weightloss but for fatloss... when i started taking it i felt my body was starting to look as if i excercised and food grossed me out. So maybe give it a try? See if it works for you?

9. Adderall. This isn't supposed to be a diet pill at all.... it's a drug meant for people with ADD... but god... just google adederal weightloss and u'll see what i'm talking about. I can't get it in my country so that's a bit of a shame... also i think u need a prescription. But many stars kn hollywood and pro ana girls are using this for weightloss.. and its a bomb...apparently when ur taking it u don't even feel bothered to eat.... u dont want nor need anything for a couple of days... i would it if i could......

Have u tried any odf this pills? Do you have any recommendations?? Let me know! :)

Sunday, July 7, 2013

Having a bad day today...

So this is how my day started...
I live with my bf btw... maybe that will help you guys understand me a bit more
So bf woke up to get to work... my country isn't quite a safe place so on saturdays i just wait till he tells me he got to work alright and then i just go back to sleep coz he gets there around 8 am or so...
Well as we live with his parents and his stupid brother... i have to cope with them too...
The parents woke up and turned the tv on ...with the volume to its maximum level ... so i texted the dad "could u please just turn it a bit lower" but he didn't .... at 9.45 i was literally sick of it and i woke up ... then i realized 2 tvs where on and no one was at home....wtf???? So they did it just to fuck me up... so i got prepared to leave the house... as soon as possible coz i was pissed off just to realize the brother had his car parked behind mine... and he wasn't home and apparently his keys weren't either wtf!!!!
So i took a cab to the mall... and i met my bf for lunch... so as i was having a fucking bad day... i ate 500 cals at home... and on top of that my bf...made me eat more... so i purged (i'm trying to quit with all my hearth).
So well... when things couldn't just get any worse... we went to the movies and ate more crap.... so i had to purge again...
And then we come here and start drinking and try to play wii but the wii keeps updating itself so we can't play and he gets bored and he doesn't want to drink anymore... and he starts being childish and doesn't lend me the game pad... so we have a fight i come down stars and purge for the fucking 3rd time... and he textes me... oh well im gonna take the oportunity now to tell u i invited some friends over next sat... so that u aren't around coz... they are all men and it would be uncomfortable if ur there... god...
If it was a normal saturday i probably would just be cool about it ....
But it happens that its my graduation ceremony...which i won't go to..
And why???
I just finished college... and i invited my dad... coz my mom was in the last ceremony i had and i thought it would be fair since they are divorced and hate each other... so... my dad all of the sudden says he won't go coz he booked his holidays on that day ... and i had invited my boss too... coz i was really trusting on my dad to go... but he isn't now and i can't invite my mom coz she is really embarassing and i dont want her to talk to my boss about anything... plus i haven't talked to her since last year.. so now ...i can't go coz... i can't let my boss know i was there... i will just pretend i didn't know anything (coz it will probably be on the newspaper and all). And i can't just go family-less with my boss there too that would be just so embarassing..  so i'm suffering like hell i just want to die really.
And now my bf wants me to be away from him too?
Wtf....
Having really the most horrible day today

Friday, July 5, 2013

My story...

When i was little i wasn't allowed to eat a lot of food... coz my dad wouldn't let me... so my mom would feed me and my sister behind his back... so i started getting really frustrated and i was aiming more for junk food... so i got quite obese my highest weight was about 165 lbs...
Then when my sister was about 15 and i was like 12... i used to see her exercising like crazy not eating a lot and i just saw how skinny she was getting buy i actually didn't understood why... then we started seeing blood in the sink and rest of food floading all over the wc...when i got older ... about 15 i understood everythinf she was bulimic... and she got all the attention i never got from my parents... (which btw divorced when i was 13).
So i started too... i started purging everything i ate and working out like a mad woman... till i got to 125 lbs... which was for many years till i went overseas and lived alone for a while ... but i fucked myself in a really horribke way... my lowest weight was 106... right now im starting my ana life again... i'm 25 years old... and my cw is 105.2 lbs. I'm 5'3 btw too...
I want to reach my gw so bad of 100... wanna join in in my quest?
What's your story??

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