When i was little i wasn't allowed to eat a lot of food... coz my dad wouldn't let me... so my mom would feed me and my sister behind his back... so i started getting really frustrated and i was aiming more for junk food... so i got quite obese my highest weight was about 165 lbs...
Then when my sister was about 15 and i was like 12... i used to see her exercising like crazy not eating a lot and i just saw how skinny she was getting buy i actually didn't understood why... then we started seeing blood in the sink and rest of food floading all over the wc...when i got older ... about 15 i understood everythinf she was bulimic... and she got all the attention i never got from my parents... (which btw divorced when i was 13).
So i started too... i started purging everything i ate and working out like a mad woman... till i got to 125 lbs... which was for many years till i went overseas and lived alone for a while ... but i fucked myself in a really horribke way... my lowest weight was 106... right now im starting my ana life again... i'm 25 years old... and my cw is 105.2 lbs. I'm 5'3 btw too...
I want to reach my gw so bad of 100... wanna join in in my quest?
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